Illusions...!!

Days, months and years passed by
once i felt i was in love...That feeling when i never needed anyone...he was absent bt still felt his presence...
What was that bond...bt y dat bond lost its meaning...
Distance make so much of difference....dat anyone comes wid smile on face & takes ur place....
years passed i still cry alone at night....i know i m strong...
bt y sumthng misses inside....
y he knows what i want....y he gives me those things even though i don't ask....and he doesnt knws he is giving me....
he says everything is over and he wants someone else...then y i see a natural bond like someone wants 2 convey me something and i m turning my back towards it...coz this world is so practical to realise hints given by god...and if u reveal them world will just make fun of you....